i. i wanted to tell you that you aren't alone or brand new
to wish you luck, to hold you
to drop below the body to pin the source
you may be right - it was everywhere
alive and looking very dead
the ghost
a constant reminder of how long blood will work
before you leave down the filaments
everything gets packed away
we regret missing your death
saying goodbye
which can hurt like hell
i don't suppose you are more scared than sad
your organs haven't cooled from the inside
still warm with headache
keep those lights in your eye
i got away
but you drowned
ii. between this little presence &
i am certain
has pulled water from fire
i want to know every detail of virtue
strong like the bell
kite over you
shadows
seeing and feeling
dancing doesn’t talk
the residual bath waits deep with hope
sometimes
iii. i cant go back to inconvenience and manipulation
i can't tell who a lot of people are
or see the cause of somatic energy
the sooner you occurred the sooner you died
how soon can you get home
showing you're still alive isn't responsible wouldn't you say
all we have to do is prove what we saw was kept secret
you stupid bitch
outrunning those thoughts
protecting the extract and glowing
i’m afraid and crying
i would never lie